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My part of real reality!

I remember the times when I was in school, in 8th grade may be, and that's when I used to write all shitty stuff in my head on a paper whenever I had a free period. I also remember how I used to stare outside the window in those boring history lectures, and how I used to wonder about the rules of living life! I used to think how life would have been if I was in that era teacher was talking of. I was a very non-attentive kid all my life, I never took interest in what was being taught in the school unless and until I had the encounter of teachers giving me remarks for being non attentive and sleepy. I had always been a brilliant student whenever I took my studies seriously. There always was a time when I used to think of how I would look after 10 years, where I would stand when I'll be an adult. My life was and is full of these thoughts. Right from when I was a little kid, I had lived a life of fantasy. Thinking of me and my life out of the practical scenario. I was a day drea

Do you crave for settlement?

People often say that life has no meaning if there's nothing tough to deal with. Life is no fun, if it is easy, they say. I indeed agree with this. Life's definition in itself means the tough and good times. Life couldn't be resolved better than expressing it as a summation of all the good and bad things that happen to us. There's no person on this Earth who has not been through hardships, I bet! But, are there few of those moments, on a random day, at a random moment when you feel like everything in your life is a failure and there's just no end to the tough times? Do you feel that? These are the times when you feel bad about being yourself, when you feel there's nothing that can heal the pain inside you. There are these times in your life, it may or may not have a reason but its just there. You get the pain for being yourself. You blame yourself and you feel like you shouldn't be  the kind of person you are. This happens. These are those moments when y