Explore the Reality!

Have you ever been in a kind of situation that you regret? Or ever been jealous of someone?  Or felt miserable about yourself? Doesn't it feel embarrassing to admit this? To admit the worst fear of yours? To be in a position where you compare yourself or you compare the situation and feel the worst! I admit I have felt this way, multiple times. I have felt I'm no good. I felt what I'm doing will take me nowhere. I also have been stuck in a situation like this for a long time where all that I thought about myself was something miserable. My morning had negative thoughts, I couldn't gulp enough food, I felt no enthusiasm except when I accepted the facts. And by facts I mean to say the real facts, not what all the negatives that I had in my mind. For years, I had been living my life on one fact "LIFE MANAGES and everything falls into place", so for years, I took the situations for granted. I put the burden on the situations to get resolved on their own. Unt

I have understood that people are so different. The differences that we have is because of the the difference in our thoughts. I look at this genetically. We are what our genes are! I am a female because I have the genes. I am an over-thinker because it is in my genes. I have a problem of anxiety, this is in my genes. I am what my genes are! But there's so much more to what we get in our heredity. Did you ever get a chance to realize? Do you have power enough to realize this? Realization is the most constructive and most destructive weapon you can have. My upbringing and experiences differ than what you've got and that makes us to see the world differently. I remember how I used to be in school. I was always happy because I couldn't see anyone who could make me sad. Because I didn't give anyone enough importance to come in my way of comfort. I was arrogant and I knew it was wrong, but I didn't realize what difference it would make if I'm not. I couldn't

It has been an year I am living without my family. When I left my home, I was very excited. I remember around 3 in the morning, it was utter dark. My flight was around 6 AM. I wanted to go alone but Indian parents would never let a girl go alone when she is actually going to shift to a new city. My mum was so sleepy that she slept in the car, my dad was just worried counting the number of my bags, my brother was worried about our dog back home alone and wanted to drop us as soon as he can and I was constantly smiling while looking at the empty sky. I'm not sure if you would understand the excitement of a kid who is going to be independent soon. I was scared, I was excited, I was happy, I was surprised, I had every emotion at that moment. I have been wondering so long now about this fact, life keeps on giving us so many adventures. I have had been with a number of personalities since my school days and now when I look at them, everything's changed so much. There were pe

Have you ever tried to sit under the moon, in complete silence, when there's no one watching, no one talking, it is all so silent and so real! Have you ever tried to understand what is going on with you, what is running in your life, where is your energy getting utilized. Have you also ever tried to recall all your mistakes and analyse what bad you've to go through to compensate! Again, Have you ever tried to still believe in yourself that you deserve the good and happy moments and that you're guilty for your mistakes! Did you? I had. I had done this a several times. These thoughts keep me sleepless for so long. Each passing second feels like this is the extreme point of trouble you can go through. I used to believe running away from people and situations like these is the best you can do to save yourself from these thoughts. At least you wouldn't ever have it to think about it. Right? Or, probably just escape out of these things because somewhere you believe