What do you want?

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What do you want of yourself? Where do you see yourself in coming 10 or 15 years? What will you do when you have attained all that you have? Will you be happy then? Will you be contented? Is success everything that you want with your life? Is there anything else that you need to feel peace within?

I come across these questions a lot of times. We spend whole of our lives proving our worth to the world, trying to show that we are no less, trying to be the other person. All of our time flies out of nowhere. The experiences that I've encountered tell me that there's no person and there's no thing that will make you feel perfectly flawlessly happy. Years pass, we come across so many people, and we try to know and understand each one of them. Sometimes, we judge too! But that is all a human can do. We try to mend a person, in accordance with what our will and comfort demands but it takes a long time to realise that it is not so easy unless the person on the other side happens to realise the need for change.

Life is so easy and at the same time too tough depending on the perception that you hold for it. All these years seem very less to understand and observe the best way to live the life and stay happy. Inner happiness doesn't come from money, not from success but from people with whom you can share this money and success. We are humans and only a human can connect with us! Believe <3

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